the river followed its wandering course.

Best feeling ever.

2012-01-18T05:26:00.000-08:00

Best feeling so far?

That's when I passed in all the entrance examinations that I took. THANK YOU LORD FOR ALL THE BLESSINGS!

I'm gonna share these with you not to brag, but because I feel really happy about it. ♥

(University of the Philippines)

i looooooooove my THROAT. haha

2011-12-29T20:18:00.001-08:00

I just have to share this experience with you. ('coz it's so memorable)

Last December 24, I already felt a lump on my throat every time I swallow. And I thought "Aw, I'm gonna get a cold again. Ugh." I'm already disappointed because it's Christmas. And so I ignored it. I even ate the salad my mom prepared before I sleep.

The next day, Christmas, there was still that effin "FEELING" everytime I swallow. I was also dizzy that time already because we were all very busy accommodating the visitors. Cooking here and cooking there. I wasn't feeling well anymore. During the afternoon, I just slept. And I thought I was only going to have my period 'coz I was so lazy that day. During the night, after we attended the Mass, our friends went over for dinner and videoke. And then we had some Tanduay Ice. I drank one whole glass. Just that, because I and my siblings have this tendency to go real red very fast. I felt a bit dizzy too. I realized I drank too much. My body was so hot. I wanted to lie down and sleep but I cannot (our friends are still there, K.). Some minutes later, I was able to recover. I joined them in singing. We were just jamming, singing our lungs (ha! lungs) out. We were shouting.. it was really fun :))

The next day, 26, (I took a bath. just have to share that. HAHA) we accompanied my sister to the airport. She's going back to Singapore. AT THE AIRPORT. I wasn't really feeling well like I wanted to lie on the airport's floor and sleep. :((( I wanted to go home badly, but we have to wait for our sister if she's okay already. When we arrived home, I was sick already. And you know that effin LUMP, it's still there. I was also coughing the whole night.

The next day, I was still sick :((( I was coughing, and it hurt my throat. But that night, I tried my best to join in the practice. COUGH COUGH COUGH THE WHOLE NIGHT. I kind of know already that I'm sick because of sore throat.

The next day, Wednesday, I got a little better. My father said he's taking me to the doctor. I got kind of relieved that this suffering is finally coming to an end (haha). The doctor gave me an antibiotic for my throat infection (may nana kasi), a medicine for my cough and a solution (to be dropped in my ear. I forgot to say my left ear also hurt. the doctor said because it's connected). That night, I was coughing really hard until there's a blood when I spit. More blood, until it stopped. I was really scared that night that I cried. I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to COUGH ANYMORE! And everytime I did, I have that thought that I'm gonna spit blood again.

Thursday, I felt better. But there are still some blood today. :(( (We did practice for the presentation also :D)

Friday, THAT'S TODAY! I'm perfectly well now :) And is so excited for the TSH party tonight. There's no more lump. CHEERS to that. And I hope, I can enjoy the Media Noche tomorrow (I'm gonna eat all out even the cold ones! haha). I've been craving for sweets and the salad has been waiting for me in the refrigerator. I'm gonna eat sweets when I know my throat is perfectly healed already. I'm gonna be very careful next time. Imma take care of my throat already. Let's add that to my new year's reasolution. teehee :)

EDITS. chicken out:))

2011-11-20T01:48:00.000-08:00

NANAY @50

2011-11-20T00:03:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, November 19,2011 was my mother's 50th birthday. Since she decided not to make a grand celebration (for some reasons), we spent the day together at ENCHANTED KINGDOM and MANILA OCEAN PARK. Here are some pics :))

so this was my outfit. HAHA. i wanted to look adventurous, y'know. XD

with Wizard and Victoria

first ride - filying fiesta!

RIALTO

so.. i was trying to show the ticket on my wrist. lels

SPACE SHUTTLE MAX!! I and my sister actually rode it 2 times! EPIC

with the astronaut? lol

ANCHOR'S AWAY. felt like heaven!! HAHAHA

walking..

UP UP AND AWAY!

my fatherdear and my motherdear

EKstreme!! another EPIC ride ♥

K. so we were not able to try this one. loooong line and it only opened at 2pm.

NOW LET'S GO TO MANILA OCEAN PARK :D

CUTE LITTLE PENGUINS ♥

@SNOW VILLAGE (still in MOP)

AND NOW, HERE'S MY SISTER'S SURPRISE FOR OUR MOTHER

(look at these cute cupcakes! yumm)

it was indeed a happy day to remember!

MORE BIRTHDAYS TO COME FOR MY MOTHER ♥

GUY BESTFRIEND.

2011-11-10T05:26:00.000-08:00

I WANT A GUY BESTFRIEND BADLYYY.
someone who's always there.
someone whom i can be comfortable with.
someone whom i can telly my secrets and problems to.
someone who will go visit me at my house anytime he wants.
someone whom i can visit at his house anytime i need him.
someone whom i can do anything with.
someone who can tell me if i'm doing the wrong things.
someone who can tell me about boys.
someone who can advice me.
someone who would take care of me and will declare himself as my older brother.
someone whose shoulder is always ready for me to lean on.
someone who will trust me with his secrets and problems.
someone who will fight for me when somebody's against me.
someone who will take care of me.
i want him... LORD.
i want someone like him. :)

tsh.

2011-11-07T02:26:00.000-08:00

BAKIT GANUN? :((
yung minsang nagpasaya sa buhay ko, parang pakiramdam ko unti-unti nang nawawala. parang feeling ko, WALA LANG AKO SA KANILA. parang hindi na ko welcome. parang pakiramdam ko tuloy hindi ako naging mabait sa kanila. nalulungkot ako!! namimiss ko kasi sila, kasi hindi ko na sila nakakasama.. KASI HINDI KO NA ALAM YUNG MGA LAKAD NILA. HINDI NA AKO INIINFORM. HINDI NA AKO KASALI SA MGA LAKAD NILA. :( wala man lang akong naka-close sa kanila ng super. palaging epal lang ako. syet. tapos ngayon parang saling-pusa na lang. nagshoo-shooting sila di ko alam. magbabike di man lang ako aayain. YUNG KAPATID KO MAHAL NA MAHAL NILA, ako hinde :(

pucha, apakalungkot ko.
ang drama, syet.

PUCHA.

2011-11-06T01:49:00.000-07:00

AYAAAAAN MAY KAUSAP NA NAMAN ANG AMA KO.
TALAGANG SINUNDAN KO SA LABAS PARA MARINIG KO ANG PINAG-UUSAPAN NG MGA PUTA. WALA AKO CARE, WALA DIN SIYANG CARE NA NAKIKINIG AKO. AMPUTA.
TAY: ALAM MO BANG HINDI AKO NAGKAGANITO SA MGA NAGING GIRLFRIEND KO.. SAYO LANG.
PUTANGINA. FUCKERS. PUCHA. SHIT!!!!!!!
BINAGSAKAN KO NGA NG PINTO TAPOS NILOCK KO. PUTAAA

BAKIT

2011-11-05T06:46:00.000-07:00

BAKIT ANG PANGIT KO?
BAKIT WALANG NAGKAKAGUSTO SAKIN?
KAHIT NAAATTRACT MAN LANG WALA.
BAKIT HINDI AKO NABIYAYAAN NG KAGANDAHAN?
KAHIT APPEAL WALA AKO.
BAKIIIIIIIIT?
BAKIT WALANG NANLILIGAW SAKIN?
KAHIT NAGPAPARAMDAM WALA -.-
GANON BA KO KAPANGIT? :(

PUTA.

2011-11-05T06:24:00.001-07:00

sorry kung magmumura ako ngayon.
PAKIRAMDAM KO KASI MAY BABAE TATAY KO. PUTANGNA.
Palaging may katawagan AMPUTA. SHIT siya!!! ANG LAKAS NG LOOB iparinig saming may katawagan siya SON OF A BITCH. PUTA eh. MALANDI ANG BABAE. ALAM NA MAY ASAWA GUMAGANON PA. FUCK SIYAAAAA! PAG NATYEMPUHAN KO YUNG CP NG TATAY KO NANAKAWIN KO TALAGA TAPOS AKO SASAGOT PAG TUMAWAG YUNG BABAE. PUTANGINA SILA. Di na lang namin sinasabi ng ditse ko sa nanay ko kasi magkakagalit sila panigurado. HINDI KO NA MAKUHANG IGALANG YUNG AMA KO DAHIL SA GINAGAWA NIYA. HINDI SIYA KAGALANG-GALANG. PUTANGINA. WAG NIYA KONG SASAGARIN BAKA MASABI KO KAY NANAY. PUTCHA. LETCHE. MANLOLOKO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WALANG KWENTA. PUTA.

CONCERT RECOLLECTION 2011

2011-10-28T07:16:00.001-07:00

This was the first time a feast like this happened in school. The theme of the concert recollection is IGNITE and it was facilitated by Bro. Alvin Barcelona from Kerygma with the Himaya Band.

Honestly, we didn’t want to attend this concert for a reason. And I cannot tell that reason here, lels. So as I was saying, we’re not in the mood to attend but for the sake of the attendance, we did. I asked my mother to come with me for her attendace was also needed. I appreciated her sacrificing her work for me. dramaaa much, haha!

The CONCERT:

We’re already hyper when they the concert was just starting, when our Physics teacher was singing and when they were calling the sections one by one. After that, the seniors and some GS pupils danced the centennial song. Then it was time for us to present the national anthem. When it was finished, I was able to breathe smoothly and was ready for the concert. The concert started with a group of dancers. We were changing our attire during that time so I didn’t really witness much. After that, Bro. Alvin Barcelon and the Himaya band appeared. They performed various songs of praise, old songs, and modern songs. That’s why we enjoyed the concert much. It was combination of different genres of music, plus the inspirational talk of Bro. Alvin. Most of the time we were standing, jumping, and bumping our bodies with each other. We danced with our body and soul. ALL OUT FOR THE LORD! I liked the part when each batch shouted “Yes Lord, yes Lord, yes yes Lord.” I really shouted my heart out to the Lord that time. It was generally fun. No dull moments. It was indeed an experience worth remembering. I am grateful for our batch was able to have this experience before we graduate. I LOOOVE YOU LORD :D

Truly, the most unexpected things are the most memorable ones. :)

2011-10-27T04:43:00.000-07:00

So after that GODS AND GODDESSES character show, we had another cosplay event in English subject, today. :)
We dressed up for Halloween. We were so worried about this one. Just thinking about what character to portray took us a long time already. Another loooong time for deciding for costumes, props and make-ups. But today, I think it went well generally. I had fun scaring people out. The grade schoolers were so afraid of us (even though some were only over-reacting) that the whole building was filled with shouts and all kinds of noises. The parade was super tiring. HAGGARDNESS much, y'know. But after that, it's all worth the experience. I looooove the senior year because of these advantages and experiences we get.
BTW, I portrayed a dead school girl. :)))

#credits to my classmate, ANDREA, for my make-up :) ♥

Demeter.

2011-09-02T21:55:00.000-07:00

So today was our character show. I have posted before that I’ll be playing theGreek Goddess Demeter (CERES in Roman). I was dreading this day to come. Yes, I had my costume and props set, but I just don’t like dressing up that way… you know , as a goddess, you have to be confident, and I’m not that confident with my body and face :(

Here’s what happened.

The day before... I was cramming about my make-up, my hair, and my speech. I was starting to really hate this character show. I thought, if only this isn’t a project.

My cousin practiced my hair and make-up. I slept at about 11pm already.

The next day… I woke up at quarter to 4am. Imagine that! I had less than 5 hours of sleep. brrrr. I took a bath, dressed up, ate, dried my hair, and then my cousin started the make-over. We finished before 6am. I waited for my service, and went to school at 6:10. Good thing, one classmate of mine is already there. More of my girl classmates arrived and at 6:30, we decided to change our costumes. The process of changing clothes was easy, I was kinda relieved on that part. teehee :))

We formed our line for the flag ceremony, danced the morning exercise (at the beginning, kamusta naman yun).. after the morning rituals in our school, we presented ourselves. In front of the madlang high school. We lacked practice so I know our presentation wasn’t perfect. But it’s still good… at least for us. :P That was another relief for me. I have one worry left, our group presentation (that includes my speech).

During recess, we ate our lunch already. I was so hungry that time..

During lunch, we practiced our group presentation. WE HAD A REAAALL HARD TIME CRAMMING FOR A PRESENTATION. LELS.

English time, we had a parade. I was wearing heels, and I was so uncomfortable. But whatever! Who cares?! lels. Our group, the Major Gods presented first (to the third year pilot section). We had a creative opening, and after that, we had our speeches. After our presentation, I was so relieved, I had no worries anymore. I’M DONE! YAYYY!! :D

We took pictures all day. Only one classmate of mine uploaded today, the others will surely upload this weekend. I’m so excited for my other pictures!! I’ll be uploading some later.

So this is my GODDESS EXPERIENCE. I WAS DEMETER. ♥

Here’s my speech (just so you’re curious).

I am Demeter, the daughter of Cronus and Rhea. I wandered the fields in my role as the goddess of agriculture, horticulture, grain and harvest. I am the mother of Persephone, whose father is my brother, Zeus. Persephone was stolen by my brother, Hades, and kidnapped to the underworld to be his queen. I am powerless to prevent my daughter’s abduction. I have been victimized and my pleas are ignored. I am a vulnerable goddess.

In my anger and grief, I stopped the earth from bringing forth plants-nothing could grow, nothing could be born-until my daughter, was returned. Famine threatened humankind. I am the reason why there is winter season. It is the sorrowful time of the year when my daughter is away from me. I am kind and generous, but I could be very hard when crossed.

Of all the gods and goddesses, I am one of the strongest, maybe not in power but in my ability to continue loving and nurture people no matter what is going on and how bad things get.

while i was delivering my speech.

with my beloved friends.

with the major gods and goddesses of mount olympus

with my seatmates

the last day of long wekend.

2011-08-30T06:54:00.001-07:00

I had so much fun today. :))
At 1, I went at Mavic's house for our practice. I'm not really sure if we'll do great on Thursday 'coz we weren't really able to practice well. My fingers are crossed for an excellent presentation. We'll present something for the EMS tomorrow, then on Thursday is the presentation of God and Goddesses. Btw, my costume is done, my props are also done (I think and HOPE so), and I've asked my cousin to do my hair and make-up on that day. I hope everything will be great. PLEASEEEE LORD.
Then after practice, I went at SM. I met with my family there. My sister bought some clothes she'll bring with her on Saturday. I bought make-ups also, and luckily, I was able to grab a new blouse. :))) Lurve it <3 My sister will pay for it, HOHOHO :) After shopping, we ate at Gerry's Grill. We waited for about 15 minutes (as usual). I enjoyed the food, although I've ate there a lot of times already. I enjoyed the time with my family and with my sis, whom we hadn't seen for more than 6 months.
This is the last day of the looooong weekend. Thank you Lord for this 4-day vacation. ~~I was able to rest and do stuffs.~~ :))
OWWW, after two nights it's already BER! So fast >.<
*sigh*
I guess this is all for now, I gotta go. GOODNIGHT!

SWEET DREAM!

2011-08-27T23:11:00.000-07:00

Kagabi, nagka sweet dream na ulit ako! After a loooong time. I can't remember the last time I had one like this.
Hindi ko na maalala yung details pero ganito yun..
Nililigawan niya ko (Rich).. tapos parang nagpag-usapan namin ipapakilala niya yung parents niya sa parents ko. Hindi ko nga malaman sa panaginip ko kung bakit ganon eh. haha! Nililigawan palang pero ipapakilala na yung parents. AYUN. Parang magbabakasyon ata kami. Tapos ang tanda na ng parents niya! Parang lolo't-lola niya eh. Wala, yun lang naalala ko.
Kilegsss na ko nun :"""">

memories.

2011-08-27T01:16:00.000-07:00

this has to be the last time I'll post/ talk about him.

IT HAS TO BE!

kthanksbye.

bus ♥

2011-08-26T17:46:00.000-07:00

Nakatabi ko siya sa nung papunta at pauwi. Wala naman akong masyadong naramdaman, normal lang, pero may konting tuwa at kilig. :">
Pero wala na talaga, di ko na talaga siya crush. PROMISE. ayoko na ibalik =)
KBYE.

my sister just got home!

2011-08-26T17:44:00.001-07:00

My sister just got home from Singapore. My parents surprised me and my other sister pa! They went at 2 am kasi last night. Their reason was they're going in Batangas to talk with someone. Then, this morning they woke us up and my sister is home! lels. Dami chocolates and I have a new pair of sandals ♥

PICTURES IN THE RETREAT ♥

2011-08-26T04:21:00.000-07:00

in the dorm ♥

IV -OUR LADY OF HOLY ROSARY with Daddy O ♥

in the dining hall =)

with our adviser ♥

MAFIA with Daddy O ♥

in the bus :D

picture with Daddy O =)

Retreat na sobrang saya!Matutulog ng lagpas 12, gigising ng 4. Breakfast ng 7, kakain ulit ng 10, lunch ng 12, kain ulit ng 3, dinner ng 7. Sobra sa pagkain, pero kulang sa tulog! Nakakapagod pero masaya :D

EVERY SINGLE CELL IN MY BODY IS HAPPY,EVERY SINGLE CELL IN MY BODY IS WELL.I THANK YOU GOD,I FEEL SO GOOD. EVERY SINGLE IN MY BODY IS WELL!

RETREAT 2011

2011-08-25T04:46:00.001-07:00

I have just got home from the retreat. Will tell you everything.
I went in school at about 6:35 in the morning. There were only a number of retreatants that time. BTW, we were with two other sections. Before 7, we went in the bus already. We arranged our baggages and settled into our seats. Around 7:30, we started our journey to Tagaytay, Angels Hills Retreat House in particular.
Firs thing we did in the bus was to pray the rosary. Some slept, some talked. The bus driver opened the TV and when we cannot decide what to watch, our adviser requested a concert. So we watched Celine Dion's concert in Boston. FULLY. We finished it, lols. The driver opened the videoke. VIDEOKE IN THE BUS, DUDE!It was my first time. I sang a few songs. We enjoyed singing so much!
We were supposed to have a side trip that day. Unfortunately, it rained so we went straight to the retreat house. We went to our assigned conference room, registered, and waited for everybody. A retreat house personnel (if I remember it correctly, his name is Kuya Arnel) stated the rules and regulations that we had to follow during our stay in that place. After that, we met our speaker, Bro. Obet Cabrillas, better known as Daddy O. I already met him before; he was the speaker in the leadership traning in school. Honestly, I was kinda disappointed (that time) because I wanted someone NEW.
But, it's just fine. He was cool. He was funny. He was full of words of wisdom.I learned many things from him. New songs, quotations, etc. The discussion was centered about THE SECRETS OF BIG RETURNS (I'm not really sure if that's the exact title. you see, i did not take notes). It's the T3 - talent, treasure, time. I can clearly remember this one thing - discover your talents, develop them, and deliver. He also said we have to GIVE our TOTAL in all the things we do. Here is one quotation (the only thing I noted during the entire retreat) - "Be grateful for what you have while working for what you want."
We also made love pouches where our friends can put there love notes for us composed of positive things. Our class also made a love pouch (with letters from us) for our adviser. We enjoyed this activity so much and everybody took the opportunity to write the things we wanted to say to our friends/classmates. We also made a love pouch for Daddy O as a token :D
During the last night of the retreat, there was this activity where there arecandles that we had to light and give to someone whom we wanted to say I'm sorry/Thank you/I love you to. Everybody was crying. This was also the time when we were allowed to get our love pouches and read the letters. We were also given letters from our family, which was a surprise. I was crying. This part of the retreat touched my life.
About the foods:
They were not really something to die for. That feeling of loving every bite, it wasn't like that. The foods didn't taste bad either. Meaning to say, they were fine, and my appetite was contented although they're not so yummy. There were no deserts! Ugh, that part made me disappointed. We ate five times a day.Breakfast, morning break, lunch, afternoon break, dinner. Even though the foods were not so yummy, I still got my plate full every meal because I want to maximize the amount my parents paid for the retreat. In fact, because I ate way too much foods, I was called by mother nature twice. I know it's embarrassing. HAHAHA >< I feel like I got fatter after the retreat. :<
About the room:
30+ girls shared in one room. There were more than 15 double-deck beds. We were given locker keys. Everything was okay in the room. Good thing there were no ghosts or whatever. It wasn't hot, there were a number of electric fans. When the lights were out, we didn't sleep right away, but we talked for a while until we felt sleepy. Girl talk.. you know =)
We also had some stop-overs on our way home. We bought PASALUBONGS.The bus was really full during our trip back to Baliuag. Of course, we also prayed the rosary. We slept for a long time, I think everybody was sleeping when we were in SLEX. We were really tired. After merienda, we sang songs again. It was really fun :D
hmm, I think this is all. My post is too long already, but who cares, it's up to you if you'll read my posts or not :D this is my blog anyway.
In conclusion (learnings from the retreat):
From this day on, I will give my total love, and total time to my family and friends and I will give my all in everything I do. I can do this successfully because I know God will guide me and show me the right path in life. :)

USTET.

2011-08-14T22:19:00.000-07:00

MAY KATANGAHAN AKONG GINAWA KAHAPON. DI KO SINAGUTAN YUNG HINDI KO NATAPOS SA MAT. NAKAKAINIS. FEELING KO HINDI AKO PAPASA DAHIL DUN. ANG TANGA KO PUTANG INA. BULLSHIT AKO. TANGA! MALAKING KAHIHIYAN PAG DI AKO PUMASA DUN :( SAN AKO MAG-AARAL PAG DI AKO PUMASA DUN?! FUCKKK.

LORD PLEASE SANA PO PUMASA AKO. PLEASE LORD!!! SANA PO PUMASA AKO. HELP ME LORD. I TRUST IN YOU. TULUNGAN NIYO PO AKO SA FUTURE KO. GUSTO KO NA LANG PO MALAMAN AGAD KUNG PASADO BA KO OR HINDI. AYOKO PONG MABIGAT SA PAKIRAMDAM. BAKIT GANITO :(( LORD PLEEEEEEEASE :(

PANA-PANAHON.

2011-07-22T03:58:00.000-07:00

Nakakalungkot. Nalulungkot ako para sa sarili ko. Pero okay lang... masaya naman ako para sa kanila. Kaso nakakalungkot lang talaga kasi yung meron ako dati, yung akala kong akin na at hindi mawawala, e parang nawawala na. Akala ko hindi na kami masisira o solid na kami, pero parang hindi na ngayon. Kasi lamang na siya. Kasi masyado siyang mabait sa kanya. Kasi ang dating sakin, sipsip siya sa kanya. Kasi gusto niya mas ano sila. BASTA. Iba pakikitungo niya saming dalawa. Mas mahal niya siya. :( Hindi kasi ko ganun eh. Sanay akong magsabi ng HINDE. Siya kasi gagawin niya lahat kahit maapektuhan na siya basta magkalapit lang sila. Di ko alam kung bat ko to sinasabi. GUSTO KO LANG ILABAS. Kasi natatakot ako. Natatakot akong matuluyan na. Natatakot akong mawalan. Natatakot akong mag-isa. Namimiss ko yung dati. Namimiss ko yung magaan na feeling na alam mong nandyan lang siya. Nakakalungkot. Nakakapanghina ng loob. Nakakatakot. Nakakamiss. :(

heeeeelp me?

2011-05-31T06:06:00.001-07:00

Naguguluhan ako. Ganito kasi yun. Magte-take ako ng UPCAT. Gusto ko talaga dun mag-aral. Yung campus choices ko UP Manila at UP Diliman. (o diba taas ng pangarap?? lakas pa ng loob?! haha). Secret na lang yung courses. Basta alam ko sa sarili ko, yun yung gusto kong courses. Yes, I know na yung 2 campus na yan yung may highest cut-off. MAHIRAP PUMASA.Actually, wala raw nakakapasa na yang dalawang campus na yan ang choices.Start pa lang di ko na inisip na ilagay yung ibang campus as second choice. Why? Kasi di naman ako game mag-aral dun (Los Banos, Baguio, etc.). Ngayon naikwento ko sa classmate ko yan. Sabi niya ibahin ko raw yung second choice na campus. I was like.. what for?? Tapos sabi niya wala nga raw nakakapasa na Manila at Diliman ang choices. Bigla akong pinang-hinaan ng loob. Chineck ko yung available courses ng Los Banos, and nandun naman yung 2 sa mga pinagpipilian kong courses. Tapos tinanung ko yung ate ko na what if UPLB na lang yung second choice kong campus. Tanung niya kaagad sakin.. “Game ka bang mag-aral dun”. I was like “HINDI.” Tapos sabi niya “O edi wag yun. Kung hindi ka umabot/makapasa edi hindi.” Tapos nabuhayan na naman ako ng loob. Pareho kami ng iniisip ng ate ko eh. Kung di nga ako pumasa sa Manila, pero pumasa sa Los Banos.. na hindi naman ako game mag-aral dun.. para san pa?? Para lang masabi na nakapasa ko sa UP? Ang gusto ko lang kasi e yung maipasa sa UP yung courses na talagang gusto. ~~Prepared naman ako na hindi makapasa sa UP eh.~~ Kung para sakin ang UP makakapasa at makakapasa ko.. pero kung may ibang plan si Lord for me, at kung hindi man UP yun.. okay lang sakin.

Basta dalawa lang ang hindi ko kukwestyunin sa buhay ko.. si Lord at yungplans ni Lord for me. (yeah, I read that from a fellow blogger =D)

Immaculate Coneception ♥

2011-05-30T18:51:00.000-07:00

Last Sunday, our Sub-Parish celebrated the Flores de Mayo. There were Novena Masses held. Every night, they were giving images of Mama Mary through raffle. I never expected to win because we’re not that lucky when it comes to raffles. Kuya Raffy, one of the members of the pamunuan, only gave me a number for the raffle during the second day. The next days, he didn’t give me a number anymore. Last Saturday, I was surprised because he gave me one. It’s number 19. I don’t know but before the Mass, I check time to time if the number is secured in my pocket. When the priest announced the winner, I was so surprised because it is 19! I must say we may not be lucky, but we are BLESSED enough to win this image of the Immaculate Conception of Mary.

Thank you Lord for this very wonderful gift ♥

today was so fun!

2011-05-11T06:21:00.001-07:00

birthday ng adviser namin. so nagkaayaan. went to school ng mga 3:30 ng hapon. bale 13 kami. nag-ambagan pambili ng gifts. We surprised her with balloons, roses and cake :)) punta kami SM Baliuag. tinreat niya kami ng dinner sa KFC. ang saya namin kasi siya yung first adviser na nakasama namin ng ganun =) kaya favorite ko si ma'am mhegs e! HAHA :)) edi ayun kinantahan namin siya sa KFC ng happy birthday. tapos kainan na :)) picture picture picture.. di mawawala yun syempre.tapos nagkaayaan sa world of fun. mga bandang 8:30 na ng gabi kami nakauwi. ang saya talaga :) i missed them so much and I'm so happy I got to see them today ♥ang pinakamaganda sa nangyari e di ako pinagalitan. lels :))))

i just have to share this dream with you.

2011-05-09T18:53:00.001-07:00

they say if you share your dream to someone it won't come true. that's why I would always blog about my bad dreams (and you'll never read a post about my sweet dreams. lol). I don't want my nightmares to happen in real life.

So I had this bad dream last night. I was talking to my friend na kuya ko, I mean mas matanda sakin. He's saying ang dami kog pimples (NO WAY!!!) and he's suggesting these facial stuffs. And I was like ganun bang kagrabe?! So ayun. Yun lang natatandaan ko, lels. AYOKO MAGKATOTOO YAN!! T.T

impacted tooth extraction.

2011-05-03T22:32:00.001-07:00

impacted tooth extraction. Yun yung ginawa sakin ngayon. Kailangan, magpapabraces kasi ako. Parang opera yung ginawa e, haha! Alam mo yung wala namang sira yung ngipin mo.. tapos tatanggalin. Nakakapanghinayang.. at masakit. HAHA! Medyo di na ko takot kasi nung bata ako suki ako ng bunot. Kaso yung ngayon, talagang iba pala. Para kong inoperahan. MASAKIT AT MAKIROT. Buwis-buhay. Haha! Dalawa yung dentist sa clinic kanina (yung isa parang di naman dentist, assistant lang. lels). Tapos habang binubunutan ako nag-uusap sila..

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"Ligaments ba yun..?"

"Oo.. ah, hindi. Soft bones.."

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"Ayan na, gumagalaw."

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"Dumudugo."

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"Maliit lang sana yung butas.. iikot ko na lang?"

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"Nabasag."

"Nabasag lang ba?"

"Oo tumunog e."

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Syet, naprepressure ako sa usapan nila! HAHAHA! Iparinig daw ba sakin. Merong part na ginagamitan ng parang screw driver (parang ganun yung itsura). NAPAKASAKIT! Itutusok, tapos iiikot! Try niyo gawin sa ngipin niyo. Grabe. Pandurog ata yun ng ngipin. Almost two hours yung itinagal. Nung dulo, nagulat ako kasi tatahiin. Grabe ibang bunot nga talaga yung ginawa. Hindi pa nagtatapos dun ang pagpapasakit, may isa pang bubunutin next week. BUWIS BUHAY, chelets.

Ang pinakamasakit dun e, bawal ako magswimming dahil sa tahi. DUN TALAGA KO NAIYAK. Haha!

(e panu pa nga bang gagawin.. ginusto ko to e ><)

sweet dream!!

2011-04-30T20:12:00.001-07:00

the other night, natupad din. No more nightmares, sweeeeeet na ♥♥♥

Actually, di ko na maalala yung story.. basta sweet siya. Bakit ganun, kapag bad dream - naalala ko, kapag sweet dream - halos wala na ko matandaan. ANG DAYA >:(

Pero ok na rin yun :””> Paggising ko nakangiti ako, super. hahaha!

Bitin nga e. We woke up early because we went home to Batangas yesterday. Naputol tuloy :<

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Yesterday, I woke up at 5 am. Took a shower. We took off.

Mga 3-5 hours ang naging byahe. Puro tulog ginawa ko. Nagbreakfast kami sa Mcdo. Tapos tumuloy na sa house ng Tita.. watched TV.. we ate our lunch their, visited other relatives. Umuwi na kami nung bandang 3 ng hapon. Super traffic sa C5.. dun kami nagtagal. Mga 4 hours ang byahe. Pagdating sa house, nagluto ng dinner. Tapos pumunta kami ng ditse ko sa court to watch basketball. Finals na. Talo yung bet naming team. Sayang.. Hinintay namin hanggang awarding. :)) Ayun, tapos umuwi na kami.

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legskiiiii :””>

had another bad dream :'(

2011-04-28T20:25:00.001-07:00

sobra na. gabi-gabi na lang bad dream.. :'(

here's what happened (as usual i can't remember the details, but i'll try)

one of our friends died (we're not really that close, he's just part of the barkada) I don't know why him.. hhmmm. I don't know why he died, it just happened. Bigla na lang. So we come to visit his wake time to time.. There's this night when we decided to sleep over at the place where his wake is. The funny thing is, the bed where we were supposed to sleep is just in front of his coffin. XDD Here's the climax. The side of his coffin got this glass part, just the part where you could see his hand. My mom went to look at him, and then when she turned around to approach us, I saw his hand moved, like he wiped his face!! I told the girl beside me (I can't remember who she is) "I saw his hand moved, you saw it?!!" She's like, "what are you sayin'? how could that happen, he's dead" and i'm like, "i swear i saw him move!!!" When I looked at him again, there's no coffin anymore, he's in his pajamas, sleeping on his bed. He woke up. We were all shocked. We knew he is dead. I ran.. to the kitchen. They all ran as well. The elders are eating breakfast. I told them "don't be surprised. he's alive". When they saw him walking towards us, they're not shocked, it's like "dead people alive" is so common to them. He ate breakfast with us... and I asked my mom, "Is this true?! Why is this happening". Her response was like "Ganun talaga. This won't last, it really happens". Parang nangyayari daw talaga yun, mamamatay din siya mamaya, hayaan mo nang ienjoy siya ng family niya while he's alive again. I was slapping myself to see if I'm only dreaming because I can't really believe that a dead person is eating breakfast with us.

trivia: It was my first time to slap myself in my dream. And totoo nga, hindi masakit. LOL. My face felt numb.

And that's the ending..

I woke up.

I slept again.

I dreamt again.

It's like what we're doing would always remind us of him. Parang, "Nung nabubuhay pa siya ganito ganyan".. tapos may gagawin yung isa, maaalala na naman siya, "kung nabubuhay lang siya ganito ganyan" His family was so sad :(

Ang freaky nung dream ko. Ayoko na :'(

had a bad dream.. again.

2011-04-27T20:27:00.001-07:00

Remember my dreams about transferring to another school, and then to another country? Well I had another one of it last night. >:(

I can't remember the details.. but I'll try my best.
So I discovered that this house isn't really ours. We're just paying our rent... all this time. Until my parents decided to transfer to another house... it's in Bataan which is like 4 barangays (only) away from Baliuag in my dream. LOL. I was superrr sad.. my friends are here.. my school.. my barkada.. my happiness. It's like my world crashed down.

That's all.. the ending was, we were still trying to connect with our friends here in Baliuag.
Sad dreeeaaammmm. >:(

minsweeper♥

2011-04-25T22:49:00.000-07:00

owwwwwwyeeeeeeeessssss!! I finally beat my sister. 70 seconds♥

weird dreams.

2011-04-25T19:47:00.003-07:00

My first dream was about.. me transferring to another school. It’s like it’s all fine for me, that I’m gonna transfer. I don’t knowww. In real life, I wouldn’t agree to transfer. I can’t remember the details anymore, basta… enrollment, then first day.

I woke up.

I slept again.

Then I dreamt again. Still about TRANSFERRING, but this time.. to another country with my family. We were going to the airport. My father was driving the car. And then I forgot some of my things.. as well as my sister. We went back.. LOL. It turned out I forgot so many things. We went to the airport again, and I don’t know what happened anymore. LELS.

Weird, weird, weird.

nasaktan din naman ako.

2011-04-19T19:46:00.000-07:00

nung isang araw, pinoke ko lahat ng friends ko. just for fun. besides, i have nothing to do kasi. and kasabay nung pagpoke ko, i deleted my inactive friends (from 1007, down to 951). naisip ko na, na baka nga may mainis. na ayaw ng iba ng poke. pero nagpoke pa rin ako. 111+ ang nagpoke back. not bad, i thought. tapos kahapon, may nagchat sakin. si nikka.

sinabi ko kaagad sa classmates ko yang sinasabi sakin ni nikka. matagal na kasi kaming inis dyan. then nagulat ako, pinost niya yan sa wall niya. tapos todo suporta yung iba niyang classmates sa ginawa niya. meron pa nga sabi feeler daw ako. pweh!! haha! syempre, nahurt din ako sa pinagsasabi ni nikka, at nung classmates niya at dun sa ginawa niyang pagpopost niyan. dun ang takbuhan ko sa group ng section namin.. dun ko sinasabi lahat ng sama ng loob ko. pinili kong manahimik at wag pansinin yung mga un. kasi pag pinatulan ko, lalo lang lalaki ang gulo. sabi ko nga, deadma act lang.. i'm gonna kill her with kindness.

to the rescue naman classmates ko, ipopoke daw nila si nikka. masaya ko kasi nandun sila para suportahan at ipagtanggol ako. sobrang thankful ako ke Lord sa classmates ko :))

lalo na kay cjay na ang lakas lakas ng loob magcomment.

ngayon isa-isa silang nagsosorry. ok lang sakin.. totoo yun, ok lang talaga sakin. experience din yun. HAHA! di ko na siya inaasahang magsorry, sabi nga ng classmates niya, mataas ang pride nung babaeng yun. isa pa.. yung crush ko.. tuluyan na kong naturn off sa kanya. siguro way din to ni God para sabihin saking "you gotta got over him" haha! thank You Lord for waking me up :)))

sana wala na ulit mangyaring ganito. nakagraduate na sila't-lahat.. sana tigilan na rin nila kame.

doodle ♥

2011-04-18T21:30:00.000-07:00

this doodle was made by a fellow tumblr user. i actually requested for it.. a girl with my name on it, Marize, and my url, marshmallowsontop, below. i also asked for the color green :D

HOY.

2011-04-12T22:04:00.000-07:00

KUMALMA KA, TENG-ENE.

Bwisit. DAMING SINASABI, la naman siya nung panahong yun. Di naman dapat ako maiinis sayo e, ayoko makigulo. E talagang napakawalang kwenta lang nung mga sinasabi mo, sa sobrang wala nang sense, naiinis na kami. ANU BANG MAPAPALA MO KUNG MASUSUNOD GUSTO MO? Magkakapera ka ba ha? Sisikat ka ba? Bakit ba sa facebook ka tira nang tira, bat hindi dun sa committee nang matapos na. Anu gusto mong paratingin at sa facebook ka dumadale, dyan ba naglalaro? dyan ba?? WEW. Iaayos mo yang sarili mo. NAGKAKASALA AKO NANG DI ORAS. Ayoko talaga ng gulo e, kaso may mga naaapakan ka na, friends pa NATIN. Sa ginagawa mong yan nauubusan ka na ng kaibigan. Isa kang malaking MONSTER!!

Correcting you're English, ok? Getting me? Before you talking in English making sure your gramming it right. DUH.

natuloy rin!

2011-04-09T01:13:00.001-07:00

We planned for this jogging a week ago. Actually, dapat noon pa to, pero ngayon lang natuloy. SA WAKAS. My sister and I woke up at 4:30 am. We met with Kuya Jay and Ja at the barangay hall. Tapos dinaanan namin si Jeng at Ate Aira sa house nila. We went to Makinabang pa, the next barangay para dun sa Navarro subdivision magjogging. Bale nagjogging na rin kami papunta dun sa subdivision. Nakakapagod na. E pabalik pa. Grabeeeeee! Sakit ng mga laman ko. Edi we went back na. Dinaanan namin si Lyn, na hindi nakasama sa jogging dahil hindi nagising. Nagpunta kaming court to play badminton and volleyball. Ang lambot nung bola, ang sakit tuloy pag titira. Nagbuo-buo tuloy yung blood sa may wrist ko. Gara >< Jeng and Ja went home already. They’re too tired na siguro. We went to buy some hot pandesals, na puro hangin ang laman. Hmp. Haha! And then we continued playing. After some time, we went at Lyn’s house to eat noodles. Ayun solb! Pahinga konti. And then we went home na. Bagsak ako. I slept for more than 4 hourse. Until now, masakit pa rin mga laman sa legs ko. Kahit nakakapagod, masaya naman. ~~Sana pumayat ako :DD~~

I WON!!

2011-04-04T22:54:00.000-07:00

SRSLY, this is my first time to win this game. LOL

5 favorite foods

2011-04-04T19:17:00.000-07:00

~~5 favorite foods~~

1. I like almost all FILIPINO DISHES.

2. Lasagna/pizza (haha! pareho lang un :P yaan na sa parehong number)

3. Chocolates

4. Banana/apple/mango (in short, fruits)

5. Pasta! (spag/carb)

nanaginip ako.

2011-04-04T19:14:00.001-07:00

But I consider this dream as a nightmare. kabwisit e.

Ganito yun.. I discovered daw na itong si karibal ko ay manunuod ng sine kasama yung friend ng crush ko. Itong si friend ng crush ko ay katext ko at sinabi niya dati na itong si karibal daw ay STALKER NA MAKAPAL ANG MUKHA (fact yan, totoong nangyari sa real life). So super nagulat ako kasi buong akala ko ayaw niya kay karibal para sa crush ko. Nagulat ako na bigla sila manunuod ng sine. So super labas ako ng sama ng loob sa friends ko.Until natuklasan ko na manunuod na naman ng sine si karibal. SI CRUSH KO NA ANG KASAMA. Super nagulat na naman ako. MAS NAGULAT PALA KO. ~~Hindi lang gulat, nasaktan pa.~~ Nun na ko umiyak. Alam mo yung iyak na talagang iyak, na nasabi ko sa sarili ko, mahal ko ba siya para iyakan ko ng ganito. Nagising ako sa pag-iyak ko na yun, and feel na feel ko yung hikbi ko. Pero wala naman akong luha paggising. Nakatulog na ko. Tapos biglang natuloy yung dream ko. Pauwi na raw ako, kasama friends ko. Tapos super tago ako sa mata kong mugtong-mugto. Kasi alam ko na iisipin nila na si crush at karibal yung iniyakan ko, kaya raw ayaw kong ipakita yung mata ko. ~~Ayun sobrang broken-hearted ako sa nightmare ko. :|~~

nakakainis! panira ng araw :'(

2011-04-04T02:54:00.001-07:00

what happened today.
Nagpunta school para kunin yung card ko. Tapos matagal kami naghintay kasi di pa pala napipirmahan yung ibang subjects sa clearance. ~~Nakakainis naman kasi sila e,~~ sasabihin yung requirements kung kelan la na kaming pasok. Edi iyon natapos na.Punta kami palengke, papapalit ko sana yung DVD ko ng My Princess kasi kabwisit yung subtitle. Kaso di ko na napapalit kasi yun na raw yung pinakamaganda. ~~Teng-ene pala.~~ Punta na kami SM. Tiningnan kung anu showing. Napagdesisyunan na ~~SAW VI na lang.~~ Kain muna sa KFC. Tapos bumili kami ng popcorn and drinks. And then, pasok na sa sinehan. Sorry pero di ako nagandahan sa SAW VI. La kwenta. Ako kasi yung tipo ng tao na sobrang magugulatin at matatakutin, pero ung movie WALA E. ~~Di man lang ako kinabahan.~~ Sayang 100 ko. haha! Edi iyon, punta kami 4D Max Rider. Nahirapan kami magdecide kung anung adventure. Sa dulo, pinili namin yung Speed Coaster. Di naman kami nagsisi kasi MASAYA!! Mas nasiyahan ako dun sa 6 minutes na yun kesa sa 2 oras sa sinehan. WEW. Masaya!! I'll definitely go back there :DD ~~Edi iyon, ang saya-saya na ng araw ko tapos biglang..~~ nung papasakay na ko ng jeep, nakapa ko yung bulsa ko, wala na yung DOMO-KUN WALLET KO!! ~~Teng-ene!!~~ Napaatras ako. Di ako tumuloy ng jeep, e panu ba naman la ako ipambabayad. Edi sumakay ako tricycle. KAINIS!!!!!Tinipid ko pa naman yung money ko para may matira, tapos nawala din. SAYANG YUNG DOMO WALLET KO. ><

happy april fool's day everyone!!

2011-03-31T22:44:00.000-07:00

victim #1 sagum
Marize: ui lilipat na ko ng school :'(
sagum: oh talaga? bakit?
marize: bastaaaa. :'( mamimiss ko kayo
sagum: weh? 4th yr na lilipat ka pa?
marize: kaya nga ee! nakakainis
sagum: cnu naman nagsabi sau na lilipat ka na?
marize: mga magulang ko..
sagum: wew, san ka lilipat?
marize: di pa sure.
sagum: ibang bansa?
marize: hindi naman..
sagum: eh inaaus na ba form mo?
marize: oo inaayos na. lilipat kaming manila.
sagum: wew, bkit ganun. kung kelan 4th year ka na eh, kakainis nga un.
marize: sagum..
sagum: kakaawa ka naman.
marize: happy april fool's day :)))))
sagum: anu ba ginagawa kapag april fools
marize: nanloloko. heheheh! joke lang un na lilipat ako ah.
sagum: di ba puro panloloko lang un? wew nadali mo ko. hahahahahah
marize: hahaha! peace :D

(i love you sagum!! hahaha)

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victim #2 Venice
venice: oh? bkt?
marize: bastaaa. :'( mamimiss ko kayo!
venice: T.T haay. kami dn mamimiss ka namin. san k naman lipat?
marize: di pa sure..
venice: haays.. iingat ka.
marize: veniceeeeee.. ayokooooooo.
venice: sure na ba talagang ililipat k?
marize: oo sure na :(
marize: venice..
venice: wag ka na malungkot.. kung sure na talaga, i accept mo na lang.. cguro may iba pang plans para sau n mas maganda.. tska mabilis kang mkk move on pg lumipat ka. kasi feeling mu ikaw ung umalis. n experience q na yan. :D hindi ka namin makakalimutan. tsaka mkkpunta k pdn ng smcb. smile n
marize: aw. venice i love youuu!! happy april fool's day :))))
venice: adiiiiiiiiik! hahahahahaha.
marize: haha!! peace! natats ako sa message mo :))
venice: syempre, para sau :) in fairness, ikaw ang 1st na ng fool skn today. thanks. nwala sa isip q. haha
marize: hahaha! akala ko niloloko mo lang din ako na naniniwala ka.
venice: hndi. haha. :)) astig tlga.. napasaya mu ko. :D

(i love you venice!! :DD)

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victim #3 jorgia
Marize: ui lilipat na ko ng school :'(
jorgia: aya! bkt?
marize: bastaaa. :'( mamimiss ko kayo!
jorgia: aya! mamimiss dn kta! :(
marize: jorgia..
jorgia: Marize!
marize: happy april fool's day!! joke lang un. hehe :))
jorgia: loka loka! hahahaha! joke lang?
marize: oo! hahaha! peace. wag ka maingay ke sigs..

(i love you jorgia!! XD)

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victim #4 sigrid
Marize: ui lilipat na ko ng school :'(
sigrid: maniuala
marize: I'll miss uuu :(((
sigrid: marize naman eh d pd yn! :<
marize: la ee :((
sigrid: marize alang ganynan
marize: magkikita pa naman tau..
sigrid: ??
sigrid: he manahmk k nga mknag pngtripn mo q kc lhat kau dun ngtpos
marize: sigrid
sigrid: bkt nawa2la kb? (BAON AKO DUN! HAHA)
marize: happy april fool's day!! joke lang un. haha!
sigrid: hehehe

(i love you sigrid!! ♥♥♥)

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victime #5 jorem
Marize: ui lilipat na ko ng school :'(
jorem: Ha? bket?
marize: bastaaaa. :'( mamimiss ko kayo!
jorem: hala.
marize: ayoko jorem.. kung kelan fourth yr! :(((
jorem: onga eh. bakit ka ililipat?
marize: lilipat na manila..
jorem: eh? corny nila. dapat sa college nlng
marize: oo nga! di ko talaga maintindihan kung bakit ngaun pa ..
jorem: hanubah.
marize: sayang loyalty award ko :((
jorem: onga
marize: jorem
jorem: anu sbe?
marize: happy april fool's day!! :))) joke lang un. hehe !
jorem: adik. haha. kala q totoo. tae ka.
marize: hahaha! peace!!
jorem: tse
marize: jorem! eto naman..
jorem: TSE.

(hahaha! JOREM i love you!! :]]]])

a few favorite quotes and my interpretation of each.

2011-03-31T20:51:00.001-07:00

“Everything happens for a reason.”

— This is my motto and favorite quote. It suggests a positive outlook in life. Everytime I’m in trouble I would always think about this quote. It tells me that God has a plan for me and that everything will be alright. Lahat ng nangyayari sa buhay moay may dahilan, maganda man o masama,

“I will be too busy being happy that I have absolutely no time feeling bad.”

— Like the first quotes, this saying also gives me hope and inspiration to be happy and not feel bad about things.

“Too much expectation can cause too much disappointment. But if No One will give a reason to expect, then no one will Expect!”

— This quote says that when you expect, you could really be disappointed in the end. But no one will expect if nobody gave a reason to. In Tagalog, kung walang magpapaasa, walang aasa.

“Don’t make conclusions when you are not involved. And don’t judge people’s mistakes if you are doing the same thing…”

— Don’t spread rumors/gossips if you do not really know the whole story. Look at yourself first before judging others.

“Ignoring is better than plasticity.”

— Mas mabuti nang iwasan mo ang isang tao kung hindi mo siya gusto, kesa naman yung nakikipagkaibigan ka sa kanya, tapos nakikipagplastikan ka lang pala.

“Never assume. Just let it be, coz if its meant to be it will happen the way you wanted it to be.”

— Do not assume too much because it may only lead you to heartaches. Kung ang isang bagay ay para sayo, para sayo talaga yon.. mapapasayo at mapapasayo rin sayo yun sa huli.

“Think about this: If you were another person, would you like to be a friend of yours?”

— I love this quote kasi nakakapagreflect ako sa sarili ko. Sa Tagalog, ganito lang yan, kung ibang tao ka ba e magugustuhan mo kaya ang sarili mo?

[that’s all folks.]

#100factsaboutme

2011-03-31T20:50:00.001-07:00

this is a trending topic in twitter. I tried it out for fun :) FYI, I didn’t finish this in one day. Just want to share with you so you can know more things about me. ><

1. i worry about the least of things.2. I like writing stories and stuff.
3. I love to read.
4. I am guilty for internet addiction.
5. I love the game MINESWEEPER
6. I find Kim Hyun Joong handsome!! XD
7. I have facebook, miss bimbo, twitter, tumblr, formspring, blogspot, plurk (which is kind of deactivated) accounts.
8. I am the last of three kids.
9. I know how to play the guitar, piano and flute (kind of na lang kasi it’s been years since I last played the flute)10. I loooooooove FILIPINO cuisines.
11. I love Goldilock’s chiffon slice :))
12. I LOVE MY FRIENDS
13. I love dunkin’ donuts’ CHOCO WACKO.
14. I’M AN EVIL DAUGHTER AND A BAD SISTER.
15. As a child, I wanted to be a teacher. But as I grew up, I realized being a teacher is not for me after all.
16. I’ve had my most embarrassing moment which is bumping myself on a glass door… in a public place.
17. I experience difficulties to sleep (kind of like an insomnia) during vacation when I do nothing at all and I don’t feel tired18. I tend to be paranoid at times.
19. When I’m in a bad mood, you can’t really start a conversation with me.
20. I love FOOOOODS, and when I’m bored, I eat.
21. I’m a member of the NBSB club XD
22. I love making new friends.
23. I love the rain but I don’t like to get wet..
24. 24 is my favorite number! lol25. i love fruit salad!!
26. I’m a super lazy person ><
27. i love doing extreme activities such as ziplining, and the likes :))
28. my birthday is on july 1. lol
29. i love SURPRISES :D30. I sleep with the radio on :)
31. I love goldilocks’ caramel popcorn ♥
32. My sports is table tennis :))
33. I love PLAYFUL KISS (the korean version, the manga, and the anime!!)
34. I am an incoming 4th year student and is honestly not ready yet.
35. I like older boys.
36. I can’t go a day without visiting my accounts.
37. I love Hello Kitty and I don’t even know why.
38. I EASILY forget things!
39.I don’t like it when I hurt other people’s feelings.
40. I love Mcdo’s Vanilla ice cream!!
41. I love sweet foods. :))
42. I love shooting vids of me and my friends :D
43. i have a fucking nickel allergy
44. I’m afraid of ghosts.
45. My hair never stays in plays ><
46. I don’t like it when somebody’s mad at meee
47. I’m a TM and SUN subscriber. lol halata bang la na maisip XD
48. i have the worst penmanship. lol
49. I want to grow taller!
50. though I like to write, I have not finished any of the stories i started, lol
51. I have cried over a guy once.
52. I love chinitos! ♥53. I love my FAMILYYYYYY sooo mats! :) 54. I love carbonara!!
55. I’ve lied to my parents once about swimming :D
56. I don’t really cry in front of other people.
57. I easily get the LSSyndrome. ><
58. I love ST. MARY’S COLLEGE OF BALIUAG. sobraaaa
59. i loveee babies! and kids too :)))
60. I only lie when it is BADLY needed. XD
61. I’m always sleepy >:D
62. I’m full f regrets D:<
63. I’m a shy-type :)
64. I get ‘kilig’ so easily :”’>
65. I have a dark complexion.
66. I am a TRUE BLUE MARIAN student.
67. i soooo love computers
68. I love twitter so matssss
69. I love my FRIENDS always and forever!!
70. I’m not so good in Math >< T.T
71. I’m small T.T
72. I neeeeeed braces! ><
73. I tend to cry harder when someone is there to comfort me..
74. I give good advices but I cannot apply my advices to myself ><
75. I soooooo soooooooo love MOBY CARAMEL :))
76. I get so excited over the ‘littlest’ things :))
77. I love taaaarts and baked goodies :))
78. I wish I was good in drawing.
79. I wish I could sing and dance.
80. I hate goodbyes! ><
81. I loooove watching movies. esp. when with friends :)
82. I hate it when people tell things on me.
83. I like cameras :))) :D
84. I only put make-ups when really NEEDED.
85. I love it when people appreciate the things I do.
86. I love Jollibee’s spaghetti and chicken! :))
87. i love teddy bears! :))
88. I am an outdoor person
89. i would love to explore the world someday
90. i loveeeeed our school’s prom :)
91. I always make a diet plan but it never pushed through. lol
92. I’m not sooo addicted to softdrinks and junkfoods. :P luckily, I’m not a fan of them.
93. I love watching reality shows.
94. I have my own bedroom.
95. most of the time, I’m late when we have practices, or trips :))
96. kapag ako kinikilig, niyayakap ko lahat ng friends ko. hahaha :))
97. I can only cook, rice, hotdogs, ham, boiled egg (lol), pancake XD
98. I love STICK-O!! as in :D sagaaaad!
99. I believe dreams do come true.
100. I LOVE GOD ABOVE ALL. ♥

write about trust. do you trust easily? do others trust you? what do you when someone breaks yours?

2011-03-31T20:47:00.001-07:00

TRUST. TIWALA. Trust is both and emotional and logical act. Emotionally, it is where you expose your vulnerabilities to people, but believing they will not take advantage of your openness. (http://changingminds.org/explanations/trust/what_is_trust.htm)

I don’t trust easily. Especially when that someone has a record of breaking promises. I carefully pick the persons whom I want to share my secrets with. As for other persons on me, I think they trust me. I’m the kind of person who would forget the secret you shared with me so that I won’t share it with others anymore. LOL. When someone breaks my trust, E MAY MAGAGAWA PA BA. haha! I don’t get angry, like nagtatanim ng galit. But of course, I don’t share secrets to them anymore. Mag-iiba na.

something you are scared of admitting.

2011-03-31T20:44:00.000-07:00

Something I’m scared of admitting is when I’m ‘crushing’ on someone. Most of the time, I would just hide the feeling to myself because I’m THAT shy of admitting things :))

eto na ung pics :''''>

2011-03-24T21:03:00.000-07:00

nashare lamang.. baka last pic na namin un. awts.

grad.

2011-03-24T06:51:00.000-07:00

GRADUATION kanina. Nagpresent kami for LUPANG HINIRANG. and then nagstay na kami hanggang matapos. nung di pa nagsstart... biglang nagpunta sila basta sila dun sa room kung san kami nagsstay. edi inasar nila akooooooo. hiyang-hiya ako ><
tapos nung tapos na yung grad, tinawag ng friends ko si ... tapos nagpicture kami!! ang daming pic isa lang matino grabe >< tapos bigla niya hinawakan kamay ko tapos pinisil. wohoohohohoohohohoohoho :>

before pala nun, binati ko siya kagabi ng "congrats ü"
tapos sumagot siya .. "salamat! goodluck ha,. galingan nyo. Godbless"
ahohohohoohohoh! kilig mats na ko nun

tapos nagcongrats yung isa pang may gusto sa kanya sabi lang niya "salamat." wohohohohooh!! diba mas maganda yung "salamat!" ahihihihihihihi

sorry naaaning ako. hahahah!!

sana pala.

2011-03-05T05:05:00.001-08:00

sana pala magkabatch nalang tayo. sana classmate na lang kita. sana bestfriend na lang kita. sana kaclose kita. sana kaya kita tingnan. sana kaya kita kausapin.
okay na sakin yun.. okay na saking hanggang ganun lang ang tingin natin sa isa't-isa. kesa naman ganito.. na nahihirapan ako at nagseselos. sana kaya kitang lapitan.

SANA.

love.

2011-03-02T02:35:00.000-08:00

May friend ako.. may boyfriend siya. Ay break na ata sila.. ay ewan ko ba! Tapos nagkwento siya.. mali, nagtanung pala ko kung anu-ano na nabigay nila sa isa't-isa. Pabango.. bear.. t-shirt.. hanky.. marami pa. And nung first monthsary nila, nanuod sila ng sine. Naisip ko bigla.. ako kaya, kelan ko maeexperience yun. Haha! Wala, pumasok lang sa utak ko. Parang gusto ko itry magkaboyfriend.. not because of the gifts.. but because I want to feel special.. and loved. Parang ang sarap ng may nagsasabi sayo ng I LOVE YOU, and may sinasabihan ka ng I LVOE YOU TOO. Pero panu kaya yun.. wala naman nanliligaw, hahaha! Wew. yaan na nga, bata pa naman ako. And kung magkakaboyfriend man ako, gusto ko SIYA. How I wish he feels the same way for me. Parang NAPAKASAKLAP naman ng buhay ko, HAHA! Dadating din tayo dyan.. dadating din siya. Hintay-hintay lang. :D

My Valentine

2011-02-24T06:14:00.000-08:00

dancing..

halata bang napilitan siya. XD

JS PROM '11

2011-02-24T05:36:00.000-08:00

OH MYY!!!! happiest ever!

I really didn't expect it would be that fun.. :))

9:00 am - manicure-pedicure galore. I had French tip :)

1:00 pm - major major bath

2:30 pm - went to the salon (parlor.. lol)

4:00 pm - went home and changed to my dress :)) .. took pictures and everything

5:00 pm - I arrived at school, registered, took pictures with my friends :))

Before 7pm, the program started.

blahblahblah. dinner.. then DANCING TIME! :))

Then,

yung crush ko.. dahil sa friends, ayun sinayaw niya ko. di ko ineexpect kasi malapit na noong matapos ee.. konti na lang end na ng sayawan. ayun bigla ako sinayaw ni kuya menard, tapos may agenda pala siya. Ipapasa niya pala ko kay Richard. Tapo bumalik na ko sa upuan ko.. tapos tinawag ni kuya menard si Kuya Richard.. tapos pinuntahan nila ko sa upuan ko.. tapos ayun na!! Ni reach out na niya yung hand niya sakin .. edi syempre yung friends ko .. "ayyyyiiiiiieeee!!!!!" GRABE!! DI KO LAM GAGAWIN KO. Hindi na ko nagpakipot hinawakan ko na yung kamay niya. hahaha! tapos naglakad kami, tapos pinahinto kami, picture daw muna.. ayan sa baba yung pic :)) (yung pic namin na nagsasayaw tyaka na, nasa classmate ko pa ee.)

ayun tapos nung nagsasayaw na......

ako: Nahihiya ako. *di ako makatingin sa kanya*

Siya: Okay lang yun..

.....

Siya: san ka magcollege?

Ako: Di ko pa alam.

Siya: Anung course mo?

Ako: *nagulat ako sa topic namin grabe haha* Baka Medtech

Siya: Mag public health ka na lang .. sa UP

Ako: Aaah.. ikaw sa ka mag-aaral?

Siya: Sa MAPUA.

Ako: aahh

---

Siya: tapusin na natin yung kanta..

*MY VALENTINE NGA PALA YUNG KANTA.

tapos ayun naaaaaaa... kahit na pinilit siya ok lang sakin. mabait kasi siya ee.. haha!!

WISH KO LANG DI NIYA MABASA TO. nakuuu nakuuu.

Pag-uwi ko, eto itsura ko.

SANA WALANG MAKABASA NG POST KO NA TO.

goodbye2010,hello2011

2010-12-31T01:52:00.001-08:00

aya aya! Ang bilis ng araw ,akalain niyo yun, 2011 na mamaya. Tsk.

Mamimiss ko ang 2010, kasi ngayon 2010 ang daming magandang nangyari sakin. Hindi man natupad lahat ng wishes ko, may iba namang binigay si Lord na much better :))

Feeling ko ang swerte-swerte ko ngayong 2010.

Madami kong nakilalang bago.. yung TSH Barkadahan yun na sobrang sasayang kasama. Hindi mo pansin oras pag sila kasama. Palaging may surprises. Masaya talaga ko na nakilala ko sila. Love you all! :-*

Masaya rin ako kasi hindi nawala yung close friends ko, lam na nila kung sino sila. Sana forever friend tayo ha.. Dahil senyo palagi akong nakangiti at tumatawa. SALAMAT.

Sorry sa mga nasaktan ko, if ever meron man. HEHE.

Magpapakabait na ko. Mali, babait pala ko LALO kasi mabait na ko. pak!

Sana walang magbabago sa 2011. Sana swerte pa rin ako. HOHO.

SANA TUMANGKAD NA KO. talon talon tayo mamaya. XD

ILOVEYOUALL! XO

HAPPY 2011 TO ALL :-*

panu kung..

2010-12-27T04:29:00.000-08:00

(wag mag-isip ng masama, pawang kathang-isip lamang ito at hindi nangyayari sakin o kanino man, okay?)

Panu kung ganito situation mo

Maraming lalaki sa buhay mo, ito sila...

1. Yung lalaking gusto mo, alam niya, pero hindi naman sinasabi kung gusto ka rin niya, wala ring sinasabi kung ayaw ka niya. Basta alam lang niyang may gusto ka.

2. Yung lalaking alam mong may gusto sayo, pero hindi mo masabi kung gusto ka rin niya. Nagkagusto ka na sa kanya dati, pero feeling mo wala na ngayon dahil may iba kang gusto. Nandyan lang siya, hindi alam kung gusto mo rin siya.

3. Yung lalaking may gusto sayo, at alam mo yun, pero talagang ayaw mo sa kanya. Talagang gusto ka niya, gagawin niya lahat para makasama ka. Pero ayaw mo sa kanya.

4. Yung lalaking alam mong may gusto sayo, nagpaparamdam. Pero may girlfriend siya. Hindi mo masabi kung gusto mo rin siya.

5. Yung lalaking minahal mo dati. Tuwing nakikita mo siya, nawawala lahat yung ibang lalaki. Kasi nandun pa rin yung konting love para sa kanya. Kahit na pinipilit mong mawala na, ayaw talaga.

Panu kaya yun? Napaisip lang. hahaha! Wag mag-isip ha.. papahirapan niyo lang sarili niyo. Basta di ako yan, naisip ko lang din kung anu feeling ng isang babaeng ganyan. wahahaha. :)

shooting.

2010-12-27T04:09:00.000-08:00

This Friday is the Christmas Party of TSH BARKADAHAN. We were grouped into three and we all have to prepare a video presentation wherein the theme is change and there should be a cheerdance. We had many meetings before for planning. Today we had our shooting. We met at 7am and left at almost 10 am. We transferred form place to place. We acted, we cheered, we danced. I was the camerawoman at times when I'm not in the scene. I was effin tired. I bet everybody was tired. And we still have to shoot tomorrow. awwww. We went home at almost 7 in the evening. And then I had to wash my clothes coz I'll be wearing them again tomorrow. :|

maam! musta po? SMP ka ba? (samahan ng malalamig ang pasko)

2010-12-25T23:48:00.001-08:00

wew. hindi nuh.. emo ba ko. hahaha

Don't be shy to ask. I won't bite ;)

advance Merry Christmas everyone! :))

2010-12-25T23:46:00.001-08:00

thanks. merry christmas to you too ü

Don't be shy to ask. I won't bite ;)

AREM

2010-12-18T06:50:00.000-08:00

Last FRIDAY, it was our Christmas party (in school). The day was almost perfect.. but there's just one thing that made my day incomplete.. I DIN'T GET TO SEE HIM. Sayang!! Pareho pa naman kaming nakablue. Nakakadisappoint. My friends saw him, and I didn't get the change. FCK. It's like something's drawing us APART! Just one-time sight of him could have made my day perfect.. but. grrrr! Well, there are more days to come, LAST THREE MONTHS!! awww. And I'm gonna wait for two weeks before I can see him again. AWWW. And he's like in a mutual relationship with his friend... no I'm just thinking.. I don't really know.. I'm not sure. prrrffffttttt. CRAZY ME.

December 18, 2010

2010-12-18T06:42:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 7 am... for Piano.
And then, I bought stik-o!! I've been longing to buy this, it's my favorite. How childish of me.
My sister texted me if i wanted to come with them to TRINOMA. I asked if I my dad's also going to give me money... I have shopped for new clothes already. I was surprised she said yes, I can shop again. Without hesitation I told them to wait for me.
@TRINOMA
Looked for a good place for lunch. We went to CONTI'S first, but we're gonna wait long. Walked.. walked.. until we decided to eat at Red Ribbon. We waited alsooo. My sister went around first.. (by the way, I was with my TWO sistersss)
And then we ate.. I was satisfied but it wasn't something to go back for. The cakes were heaven, but the rice meals.. not so.
We started shopping.. my eldest sister went to mercury drug while I went to Landmark with my other sis.
SHOPPED SHOPPED.. went to look for for gifts.. so tiring. We ate at .. I forgot the name, but it's the NO CONE ZONE, Crazy crepes? ugh, I'm not sure. It was yummy at first but the delicious taste faded as I ate it.. not something to go back for, again.
Shopped shopped shopped.
And then we went home.. It was funnnn :)

kamusta? magabbakasyon na. SMP?

2010-12-17T05:59:00.001-08:00

hello ü anung klaseng SMP, madami kasing meaning yun e XD

Don't be shy to ask. I won't bite ;)

Are you a member of SMP? :D

2010-12-10T21:17:00.001-08:00

No. I have my family and friends with me. LOL :P

Don't be shy to ask. I won't bite ;)

Chowking

2010-12-05T00:30:00.000-08:00

CHOWKING IS A FAIL

F-A-I-L

at least when we were there today, lunchtime.

It's our family day (whole day, wtf!) so we have to go eat lunch outside school 'coz I don't like the foods inside. They're made so effortlessly.

So we went in Chowking (w/ Angeline's mom and lola).

I ordered for chicken (thigh part). They said I have to wait for 15 f-ing minutes. FINE.

The thing is, we waited for all the foods, not just for my chicken. Their service is super slow considering the number of customers when compared to other fast food chains.Besides, they have so many crew members. When my chicken arrived, they brought LEGS. Of all the parts, why the hell LEGS?!!! I waited for so long and then they will not give the part I want. ~~FCK THEM!~~ just.... GRRR.

Good thing, their manager is my mom's 'inaanak'. We told him about it. HA! :P

Why naman in other restaurants.. even if they have so many customers (mas marami pa sa tao kanina sa chowking), they can still manage to serve their customers rightly. We weren't satisfied sa lunch kanina.

It's my second time of bad experience already... in CHOWKING. Before, nagtakeout kami, and then we waited for almost an hour for a SINGLE ORDER!! ~~stupid. they are so stupid.~~

EXCUSE MY FRENCH PLEASE, KANINA PA KO NAGCUCURSE. I'M JUST PISSED. SORRY.

Puro bad experiences ang nararanasan ko sa chowking. AMP!

Shopping galore!

2010-12-04T04:18:00.000-08:00

We (mom and I) went shopping today for Christmas. Well, it's too early but this is my only time and chance to have a whole day shopping. I have to review next weekend for exams. So we went at 11:00 in Trinoma. Ate lunch. And then searched for clothes already! We parted because she had to search for formal clothes and I, for teen-y. Y'know. XD

I realized that when I shop alone, it'e better. I don't feel insecure and can try whatever I want. I can get used to this. I really liked it today because I was able to buy new pants, two new tops (which I loved, and they will show a new me when it comes to fashion), and new shoes (i loved it also!). Basically, SUPER GV!!!

My only problem now is gifts. It's not much of a burden, it's going to be easy. yesssss.

I'm so happyyyyyyy :))))

HERE'S OUR PICSSSS

2010-11-25T03:42:00.000-08:00

First, during the field demo

NOW, THE PHOTOBOOOOTH woooohhhoooo :)))

FOUNDATION DAY 2010

2010-11-25T02:27:00.000-08:00

Superrrr happyyyyyyy ng foundation day this year. Kahit na hindi ko masyadong feel yung atmosphere ng foundation day, masaya naman. Kahit na hindi ganung ka-BOOM! yung sayaw namin, marami namang nagsabi na maganda, bongga kaya costume namin! :P And nagpasaya pa ay yung PHOTOBOOTH na andamin naming rounds :))) KASAMA PA NAMIN SI MA'AM MHEGS, OUR ADVISER. sobrang hilig nung teacher na yung camera XD she's so niceeee :)))) Ayun masaya talaga. I'll put here our pics once Ma'am Michelle uploads it. SO EXCITED FOR IT :))))

Sana masaya ulit bukassssss :)))

YESSSS

2010-11-18T02:44:00.001-08:00

THANK YOU LORD.
Natupad wish ko na mahonor pa rin at tumaas pa ko ng rank. I LOVE YOU LORD...
Sana magtuloy-tuloy, sana hindi na ko bumaba. Bawas internet talaga ko. If there's a will naman kasi, there's a way. I want this so bad kaya I'll do all I can to maintain my grades.

marriiiizzzeee :)) kasali ka ba sa campus ministry?

2010-11-16T01:17:00.001-08:00

nope. kasali ka? :) (sorry sa late reply, ngayon lang ulit nakapagopen.)

Don't be shy to ask. I won't bite ;)

dear marize i wonder ano ba secret bat ang ganda mo :)) amissya.

2010-11-16T01:03:00.001-08:00

si claire talaga. hahaha! mas maganda ka, sayo nga ako hihingi ng advice :)

Don't be shy to ask. I won't bite ;)

:)

2010-11-12T03:14:00.000-08:00

November 5
may dinelete akong friend sa fb. e panu kasi araw-araw birthday niya! iniiba niya yung birthday niya araw-araw. ayun puro happy birthday laman ng wall niya! naiirita na rin kasi ko kasi tuwing chinecheck ko yung events list, nasa birthday list palagi name niya. sarreh kung mababaw. :p

November 8
uber funnnn. sana maulit muli. there were no many pictures because we were so engrossed with the activities that we didn’t mind taking pictures. basta masaya, kahit na may isa kaming hindi nagawa, pero ok lang yung kasi may pinalit naman na team building activity :))

I miss a friend, so much.

2010-11-05T19:40:00.001-07:00

I miss a friend, so much.

We’re growing/falling apart. I dunno who has changed. I have no idea if it’s me or her. Kung ako, e bat nandyan pa rin naman yung ibang friends ko, siya lang yung nalayo yung loob sakin. ~~Hindi ko na kasi siya trip ngayon e,~~ honestly. Wala, ayoko lang yung ugali niyang yun pagdating sa mga… haaayy ewan ko.

We don’t talk as much anymore like before.. Siguro wala ngang permanente sa mundo.. PAGBABAGO lang.

ma' am musta po?

2010-11-05T03:11:00.001-07:00

loka. ayos naman ako :)))

Don't be shy to ask. I won't bite ;)

DEBUT

2010-11-01T22:24:00.000-07:00

Nung bata ako, sobrang simple kong mag-isip.

Naisip ko noon, ayokong magdebut party.. ayokong maghanda ng bonggang-bonnga at yung kung anek-anek na 18 blah-blahs.

Gusto ko sana, perahin na lang at magbakasyon sa ibang bansa.

Pero nung lumaki ako, naisip ko, minsan lang mag-18, bakit hindi ko pa sulitin?

Lalo na nung naging part ako ng TSH Barkadahan..

Palaging may birthday at debut.

Tapos parang ang saya-saya..

And may mga theme pa yung debut, ANG FUN :)))

So naisip ko.. aahh pag nag-18 ako gusto ko rin may ganitong party at meron ding kung anek-anek na 18 blah-blahs.

Parang masaya kasi..

AYUN, MEDYO DESIDIDO NA KO NA MAGDEDEBUT AKO.

Gusto ko yung bonggang-bonggang debut, invited lahat ng kakilala.

WISH KO LANG NGAYON E MANALO KAMI SANA SA LOTTO.

hehehe :))

What did you dream about last night?

2010-11-01T20:06:00.001-07:00

yung pagpapaalam ni kuya peeds sa family niya. weirrrrd.

Don't be shy to ask. I won't bite ;)

2010-11-01T05:39:00.001-07:00

awww. hanggang ngayon, hindi ko pa rin madigest na mawawala si kuya peeds (pinsan ko rin) ng 2 years. sa barkada kasi, siya yung pinakamadalas dito sa bahay.. tapos tutugtog siya ng gitara at kakanta na masarap naman pakinggan. nakakainggit nga ee, ang galing maggitara at kumanta. syempre sa 2 years na yun maraming mangyayari, nakakalungkot kasi wala siya. kapag may celebration, siya pa naman palagi unang dumadatin. nakakamiss talaga :(((( aalis na siya bukas, :'''((((
TWO YEARS DIN YUN. syempre di na kami kumpleto :||||

haay

2010-11-01T05:35:00.001-07:00

super tired sa byahe. kagabi umuwi kami sa Batangas, dapat didiretso na kami sa sementeryo kaso, napakadilim pala! tapos umuulan pa. kaya dumiretso na lang kami sa mga kamag-anak namin dun. tapos kanina sobrang lakas ng ulan. yung nanay at kapatid ko na lang ang bumaba para magdala ng flowers. sobrang baha daw at kadiri, lumusong sila. hindi rin sila nakapagtulos ng kandila kasi malakas ulan. pagkatapos, umuwi na kami dito sa bulacan. tapos pabugsu-bugso din ang ulan. hirap grabe! nakakapagod :|

Mga lalaking nagpaiyak sakin

2010-10-30T19:04:00.001-07:00

Mga lalaking nagpaiyak sakin

1. Tatay ko - pinalo ako T_T

2. ISANG MALAKING SIKRETO

3. Kuya Peejay - kasi aalis na siya, pupunta ng ibang bansa. 2 years siyang mawawala. I hate goodbyes :|

(Si Lord naman minsan na nga lang magkakuya..)

:((((

Maxine & Mavic

2010-10-28T03:30:00.001-07:00

Maxine and Mavic
nababasa niyo to? just checking..

Halloween Party

2010-10-28T03:07:00.000-07:00

Las night, we had a halloween party. Actually it's kuya bert's birthday.. the theme of the party was halloween. :)))

very memorable to.

dami ko talagang naeexperience sa TSH BARKADAHAN. LOVE 'EM :)

Hawaiian Party

2010-10-28T02:54:00.000-07:00

Last October 4 we celebrated my friend's debut and the theme was HAWAIIAN. We had to dress up in our hawaiian clothes, and we had lotsa problems finding good clothes.. so this is how I looked

here are other pictures :))

Would you rather swim in a pool or the ocean?

2010-10-23T17:35:00.001-07:00

either way. I enjoy them both :P

Don't be shy to ask. I won't bite ;)

` who's on ur MIND ??

2010-10-23T17:34:00.001-07:00

I'm not gonna tell here :P

Don't be shy to ask. I won't bite ;)

HEYYY

2010-10-17T07:25:00.000-07:00

So busy these past few days.
First, the youth camp.. grabe, di ako natulog as in. Frist time yun. LOL. Siguro dahil sumali ako sa Marian Race, which was an amazing experience.
Nanalo si Eric and Ariana, first runner-up sa Mr. and Ms. Huwarang Marian. Satisfied naman kami :)
Nanalo din ang JUNIORS sa Song Interpretation earlier that day.
SOBRANG SAYAAA :))
And then kinabukasan sumali ako ng SUDOKU na wala naman akong kaswerte-swerte.
Tapos nung gabi nun, birthday party ng sister ko.
Tapos kinabukasan ulit, ngayon yun, kanina pala, nangampanya kami, lalo akong umitim :|
Tapos after nun, birthday party naman ni Kuya Lito.
Tapos nun, attend ng MASS.
SOOOO busy diba??

Hello there. ^^

2010-10-16T03:44:00.001-07:00

hi ^^

Don't be shy to ask. I won't bite ;)

aargh.

2010-10-14T05:40:00.001-07:00

im'ma change my blogskin tomorrow. the pictures in this theme won't show up :/

hay grabe!

2010-10-14T05:29:00.000-07:00

Last Monday, our CL teacher told us, we will be doing our CL FOLIO.

Then, we're like, aahh OK.

Until he said, it will be passed on WEDNESDAY.

Then, we're like, WHAT THE F??!

We only have two nights to do a 10-page portfolio, you must be kidding!

There's no way we can ever finish that!!

And then, when I got home I started doing the templates, I slept at around 1 am.

The next day, I finished it, while thinking about my monologue in Filipino (I did SISA).

I slept at around 2 am.

And I didn't even finished my reflections.

I look so horrible already. :|

The next night, I did the cake clay and reviewed for three quizzes.

I slept at around 3 am.

FCK.

I was so dizzy in school.

And then tomorrow it's the Marian Night, it's going to be a non-sleep night!

Exciting.

I didn't get enough sleep these past few days, OH NO!

I wish I'll enjoy it tomorrow :)

wag na lang.

2010-10-14T05:12:00.001-07:00

Bakit ba kita nagustuhan e yung mga gusto mong babae, ang baba-baba ng level. Kung ganun lang din naman e, you don't deserve me :P (nung pinost ko to sa tumblr, saktong nagmessage siya sakin sa FB.. kung siya man yun. LOL) [AYOKO NANG IBALIK PA]

Follow me back please! :D

2010-10-14T04:43:00.001-07:00

sure.

Don't be shy to ask. I won't bite ;)

IS HAPPY yet CONFUSED.

2010-10-09T02:18:00.000-07:00

Well, this morning, after my piano lesson, I was contemplating at our school building's ledge. And then he suddenly arrived. Sasabay pala siya sakin papunta dun, LOL. Yun lang. KATUWA KANINA nung naglalakad kami. KILIG MUCH. Tapos nagshe-share siya ng mga bagay-bagay. Tapos nung pauwi na siya nagbye siya sa boys tapos sakin. ahaha! yun lungs :)))

HE'S NOT WHO YOU'RE THINKING :P

haaayy

2010-10-01T04:41:00.001-07:00

gusto ko gumawa ng story. actually andami ko nang story na nasimulan kaso I can't really get a way to continue them. It must be lack of time, or lack of ideas. I'm BLANK. I just... dunno why. :|

MAVIC SANTIAGO.

2010-10-01T04:00:00.000-07:00

nabasa mo to?
checking lang. hahaha

BAKIT ANG SLOW MO, TEH?

2010-09-24T03:04:00.000-07:00

HAY NAKU, MERON AKONG SUPER SLOW NA BABAENG NAKAENCOUNTER SA TUMBLR (wish ko lang hindi niya mabasa to. haha!!)

nakakairita kasi.

eto kasi yun (lahat to ay sa tumblr ask nangyari)
Septermber 18
Her: I LOVE YOUR PROFILE! Paturo naman kung paano yan?
Me: thanks! :) blogskin lang po ito, kinonvert ko lang. gusto mo tingin ka ng blogskin tapos try kong iconvert for you :) (well kasalanan ko rin kasi inofferan ko siya. hahahaha!!)
Her: How to add tagboard? (yung tags na yan ang hindi niya maintindihan ee!)
Me: tags sa posts? kapag magpopost ka na, sa may right side nun dun mo ilalagay yung tags. kung yung sa page ko yung sinasabi mo, nilagay ko lang yung links nila, yung tagboard e nandun na talaga sa theme :))
Her: talaga? I want your tags? huhu. Cge titignan ko yung blogskin. Site ba yun? Sorry, new lang kasi ako. Thanks anyway. Your so kind!
Me: yep site yun, blogskins.com hanap ka, and then i-try ko iconvert :) (nagsisisi ako. hahaha!)
Her: Ah okay, okay lang kunin ko number mo? Eh what if gusto ko mag add ng photoshoot? personal? yung mga gnyan?
Me: heeyy, hindi ako masyadong expert ah, haha! tsumatsamba lang ako pag nakapagconvert ako :))
Her: Kapg nakapili naako ng blogskin? ano na gagawin ko?
Me: send mo sakin yung link :)
Her: Hey! still there?
Me: heyy, sorry I did something kasi ee :)
Her: http://www.blogskins.com/info/163838 wha. sana macon-vert mo.
Me: will try :)
Her: huhu, sna magawa na ngayon. thanks sweetie!
Me: yes sure, if OL ka pa, carry to ngayon.
Her: Till 7:30 lang ako, andito kasi ako sa school. haha!
Me: aww ganun ba? sige anu na lang music, ilalagay ko sa indo ‘bout you at penge picture mo :) tyaka tags mo :)
Her: Hmm, ilan picture? Bigay mo # mo tru message na lang. Wag music photoshoots na lang? okay lang?
Her: eto tags ko. personal, photo (pwedeng photos?) reblog,quotes,fansign,ask,askko. ayan po.
Her: yung sa tag nakalagay photoshoot puro nakalagay picture po.
Me: ok ok :) sige pwede. isang pic lang, para lasng sa profile. panu po bang photoshoot?
Me: sis, yung iba mong tags, personal lang meron. yung iba like yung reblog, quotes, wala ee..
Her: aww… paano yun? pili na lang ako ulit?
(FCK naman yang tags na yan!!! hindi ba talaga kaintindi-intindi??.. gumawa na rin ako ng tutorial at minessage ko sa kanya pero hindi pa rin niya naintindihan.. sabi ko yung tags e nilalagay para iorganize yung posts, gumawa rin ako ng pic para ituro kung saan nilalagay yung tag kapag magpopost. grabe effort ko dun, and still hindi pa rin niya magets!)
Septermber 20
Her: http://henzellovestosmile.tumblr.com/ check this out sweetie! andyan yung tinutukoy kong photoshoot/shoots!
Me: heyy.. yung sinasabi mong photoshoots, hindi yun nalalagay sa code, pinopost mo yun. :)
Me: hey, nandyan ka pa sis? may ym ka ba or sa fb para dun na lang tayo chat. tatanung ko kasi kung anu ilalagay ko sa profile, etc. :) TA me back na lng

September 23

Her: thanks much, okay lang ba ibang bg na lang sweetie?

Me: ok lang :)

Her: sweetie! pa-change na lang. eto. http://www.blogskins.com/info/214426/ okay lang ba? personal lang kasi meron ee.. ayun. Sana wag ka magalit! hehe. pa-send na lang ult ng code. gusto ko yung medyo same sayo khit walang ask,askko. bsta merong photoshoot/shoots,personal,reblog,tumblr friends kpg pedeng lgyan ng fansign plgay na din, okay lang ba? ill make a personal fansign for you! okay? Thanks sweetie!

(AYY POTA HINDI TALAGA NIYA MAINTINDIHAN YUNG TAGS OH.)

Her: yung nasend kong link yun na lang . Pede bang similar ng sau pagdting sa tags?

Me: e, anu ba yung tags mo? yung tags kasi nilalagay yun sa posts. hindi magwowork yung link kung hindi ka naman maglalagay sa post mo. nabasa mo ba sa isa kong message kung what yung tags? :)

Her: reblog,personal,asked yan na lang. wala pa kasi ako nagagawang photoshoot. SORRY NA:(

Me: ok :) aling bg?

Her: cge, basta want ko lang sana yung bg tapos parang tulad ng iyo na my tagboard like personal,reblog,photoshoot/shoots yun lang sana. THANKS sweetie ha? INGAT!

(HINDI TALAGA NIYA MAINTINDIHAN YUNG TAGS. kasi tinatry ko yung tags na sinasabi niya, hindi nagwowork yung link, ibig sabihin wala naman siyang nilalagay na tags sa post niya)

Me: w8, aling bg ba?

(nung time na to, mukang hindi na niya chinecheck yung messages niya kasi nga hindi niya nakita yung link nung bagong bg na ginawa ko at yung tutorial. kasi hindi din naman nakapost sa page niya...)

Her: khit di nman mgnda yung themes ko bsta parang similar lang ng iyo. cge tignan ko.

Me: what bg ba iedit ko? :)

Her: yung isang link na simple lang?

Me: nagawa ko na yun e.. check mo messages mo :)

Her: NGEK? WALANG PERSONAL?REBLOG?ETC?

(ang kapal ng muka! pinaglakihan pa ko ng fonts! magreklamo daw ba na walang personal, reblog, etc, e sa wala ka ngang tags eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! lagyan ko man yan di magwowork yung links mo!!!!)

Me: sis, yung sinasabi mo kasing tags sa page ko eto yung explanation dun http://yani-lavigne.com/post/560206641

(I sent her a link na din.. tutorial ng isang tumblrista about sa tags.. hindi niya naintindihan. ngayon binigyan ko din siya ng link ng free themes nung tumblrista kasi nga napapagod na kong magexplain sa kanya)

Her: AH, I DONT KNOW KUNG PANU GAWIN, CGE TRY KO NA LANG. :d

(AYYYYYYYY FCK. DI PA RIN ALAM GAGAWIN O!! E MAY PIC NA NGA AND ANG LINAW-LINAW NG EXPLANATION!)

Me: ok

September 24

Her: http://yani-lavigne.com/post/1131595689 eto na lang promise. Sure na to! hehe:)
basta my personal,reblog,photoshoot/shoots . thanks mucxh!

Me: ei, pag dyan ka kumuha, wala na kong ieedit kasi nakaset na yan as tumblr theme. di ako pwedeng magedit dyan kasi si yanilavigne gumawa niyan :)) ready na yang ilagay sa page mo.

HANGGANG DIYAN. haiiissssst. bakit ba hindi niya maintindihan. at bakit ba niyang pinipilit gayahin yung tags ko?!!!! e tags ko ngayon. gumawa siya ng tags niya!! FCK. nagkakasala ako ng di oras. hmp!

What was the best advice you've ever received?

2010-09-18T19:58:00.001-07:00

to not think negatively because what you always say and what your mind always thinks about is what happens.. so be positive :))

Don't be shy to ask. I won't bite ;)

whattttttta!

2010-09-17T22:20:00.000-07:00

Sun, Sep. 12, 2010
haaaayyy.. ngayon ko lang natapos lahat ng projects (it’s past 12 MN)
I started yesterday afternoon.. then continued kaninang morning, tapos ngayon ko lang natapos. whew!! Sana naman matataas grades ko dito. hahaha :))
Exam week pa :/
Well, goodnight nao guys, tomorrow is another day :))
visit: http://mypieceofadvice.tumblr.com/

Mon, Sep. 13, 2010

I’m happy! And satisfied. Why? ‘Coz I made it to the honor roll. Yehey for me!! Although major major bumaba ako sa rank, I know in myself I don’t have the right to complain, kasi halata naman sa mga grades ko. Well, that’s life, sabi nga ng aking mother, BAWI NA LANG :)) That’s the spirit. hahaha! Goodluck to me.
Speaking of bawi, last online ko na to ngayon week, I’ll be gone 4 the rest of the week (exams kasi. amp). I’ll be back on Saturday. Major major mamimiss ko kayo!! mwaaahhh :)

Mon, Sep. 13, 2010

I changed the URL of my other tumblr to http://secretsandproblems.tumblr.com/
it has a new feature, please do visit the page and message me there :)))
Please promote as well, thanks much!

Tue, Sep. 14, 2010

sabi ko di na ko magoonline, heto ako. haiiisssst.
Kakauwi lang, kumain kami sa labas, niblow-out ako ni mudraks, kahit na bumaba ang aking rank :| !! :))))))
Ayusss lang yun basta daw babawi ako, haiiiissst goodluck :)

Tue, Sep. 14, 2010
kanina nagkasabay kami ni ex-crush sa greenwhich. kasama niya yung mom niya, ako yung mom ko at sister. tapos nung papaalis na sila, pagdaan samin, tumango siya sakin tapos nagmano sa nanay ko, edi nagmano na rin ako sa mom niya. haha!! mulink ibalik…… JOKE!! hindi na, haha!

NALOKA KO DITO.haha

2010-09-10T06:11:00.000-07:00

Anonymous asked: Hi.
Magtatanong lang sana.
=))
What if pumatol ka sa 3rd sex,you know what i mean naman db?
Considered ka na rin bang ganun
ex; girl ka tapos pumatol ka sa les,pero 1 beses lang and besides lalaki tlg hanap mo. paano yun ? TNX

Answer: yung sa example… lalaki ba talaga hanap? kasi kung lalaki, hindi ka papatol sa another girl, diba? ibig sabihin, attracted ka rin sa same sex. siguro may chances na considered ka na ring ganun. kung sa mga lalaki, gay na rin ang tingin sa mga may karelasyong gay, ganun din sa mga babae. Mas kilala mo sarili mo, magreflect ka.. bakit ka pumatol? love mo ba siya? seryoso ka ba sa kanya? or kailangan mo lang ng magmamahal sayo?

I made an account

2010-09-10T05:05:00.000-07:00

I made an account on tumblr where people can seek advice for their problems. wala lang, nabored lang ako, tyaka I want to explore new things. :))

May nagsend na ng problem!! :))

Anonymous asked: Paano kung yung boy may girlfriend na pero finiflirt ka. Ayun nafall ka. Paano na gagawin ko ? eh pafall lang naman yung boy. nag-ii love you pa pero may girlfriend.

Answer: Alam mo naman pala na pafall lang yung boy, layuan mo na. Avoid him para hindi na magpatuloy yang nararamdaman mo for him. Kung ayaw mong maturingang third party, then do the right thing, explain things to him. :) Alam ko namang alam mo yung dapat gawin, nadadala ka lang ng sweetness niya.

SANA TAMA NAMAN YUNG PINAGSASABI KO .LOL

:)))))))))))

2010-09-08T04:25:00.000-07:00

Sunday 5th September 2010
there I got my jersey already, actually, I just finished washing it. I thought the shorts would be long, but the length is just right. I loved it. EXCEPT FOR THE COLOR. the hell, juniors are RED. RED!! gah! Ang itim itim ko para mag-red! LOL. Ok lang yun. haha! cute naman e. Now, I'm praying na sana matuyo kaagad!! haiissst. So excited for the intrams :))

Tuesday 7th September 2010
IT'S A BAD DAY BECAUSE:
FIRST, I DID NOT WIN IN THE TABLE TENNIS.. WELL, I WON THE 2ND PLACE BUT MY GOAL WAS TO BE THE CHAMPION. BUT IT'S FINE WITH ME, I KNEW SHE'S BETTER AND THE TITLE IS NOT MEANT FOR ME. BESIDES, THERE ARE STILL MORE OPPORTUNITIES OUT THERE, IT'S NOT THE END OF MY WORLD. SECOND: MY BEST FRIEND IS ANGRY AT ME FOR TELLING OUR OTHER FRIEND THE REASON WHY SHE GOT ANGRY WITH THE OTHER FRIEND. I WASN'T EVEN INCLUDED IN THEIR QUARREL, I JUST GOT INVOLVED FOR TELLING SO. BV. SUPER :( WHAT WILL I DO NOW? :|

Wednesday 8th September 2010
GV MUCH AKO TODAY:
First, kasi bati kami ng bespren ko!! di naman daw siya nagalit, nagtampo lang :)) oyesssss :)
Second, champion ang juniors sa vball girls at basketball. sobrang winnnnner. haha! kahit na hindi ako player dun, super proud ako siyempre :))
yun lang ang reasons.. hmm. meron pa pala.
Third, may new crush ako. actually di ko alam kung dapat kong ika-GV yun.. kasi.... mas bata saki, NG TWO YEARS. gosh. GWAPO KASI, MAYAMAN, MAGALING MAGTABLE TENNIS(MAGKAKASUNDO KAMI NIYAN. HAHAHA!), MAGANDA NGITI (SINGKIT KASI, SUMASARA MATA, HAHAHA!).. AYUN LANG.. KASO MAYABANG!!!!!! TSSSK. ayun.. it's a no-no pa naman sakin yung mas bata sakin at mayabang.. haiissst. hayaan na nga, crush lang naman ee. haha! may reason pa pala, MALAGKIT MAKIPAGTITIGAN!! HAHAHAH :)))

Are you more of a talker or more of a listener?

2010-09-06T04:30:00.001-07:00

LISTENER :)

Don't be shy to ask. I won't bite ;)

OKKK

2010-09-04T20:45:00.002-07:00

woke up at 2am, took a bath, dressed up, ate some, brushed my teeth, waited for them, traveled for an hour, went in the airport, MAY NAKITANG CUTE - AS IN ANG CUTE, HAWIG NI JAMES REID KAPAG SIDE VIEW AT YUNG ISA PANG ARTISTA KAPAG NAKAHARAP - FEELING KO NGA ARTISTA E - ANG CUTE TALAGA SOBRAAAAA! KASO MAY KASAMA SIYA.. NA LALAKI, NUNG UNA AKALA KO TATAY NIYA YUN PALA VAKLUSH YUNG KASAMA, NACONFUSE TULOY AKO, TYAKA AKALA KO SIYA YUNG AALIS, SI VAKLUSH PALA ANG AALIS.. HAHA!! PERO CUTE TALAGAAAAAAA!!!!, took some shots, said goodbye to my sister, then we went home. My sister’s departure was at 6:10, 4 hours ang byahe, so siguro nasa Singapore na yun.. :)) nagising lang ulit ako ngayong 10:30 :))

long time no post

2010-09-04T20:45:00.000-07:00

Thu, Sep. 02, 2010
kakauwi ko lang. ayun pinagalitan ako, bat daw hindi ako tumawag para sabihing male-late ako ng uwi. ayun nagbaking kasi kami ngayon, 6pm na natapos. tapos, nagpasukat kami ng jersey para sa intrams next week. player ako sa table tennis :))) kaso hindi pa sure yung jersey namin kasi nalate kami, tsskk. pero sana pwede pa :))

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Fri, Sep. 03, 2010
good evening peeps. just got home from the mall. had a family bonding, y’know, before my sister leave for Singapore. went to watch movie (Sayo Lamang). The movie was fine, just didn’t satisfy my expectations. Y’know, it was star studded but… but… I dunno, lol. And then my father bought me a new racket for table tennis, FTW!! whew :)) so ready for the intrams, LOL. Wish me luck. I really wanna win :)) And then we ordered for dinner and ate it here at home. whatta day. before I went home nga pala, I played table tennis with my classmates, it was uber fun playing with Sagum. He’s magaling :)) and then he texted me, “galing momaglaro kanina ha.” touched naman ako, hahahaha! yun lamang.
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Sat, Sep. 04, 2010
whew! just got home. superr tired, played table tennis the whole day with Airra and Krisia at Carlo’s. superr bait nila, pinakain pa kami. SAKIT NG KATAWAN KO, whew! wish we’ll winn sa intrams :))

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Day Ten: One confession.

2010-09-01T03:59:00.001-07:00

1. I have no boyfriend since birth.
(confession ba yun?.. haha)

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

2010-09-01T03:53:00.001-07:00

1. :S - worried (yan nga ba yung smiley nun? LOL) I’m worried about my grades because I feel like I’m not make it on the honor list. AND I REALLY, REALLY HAVE TO MAKE IT BUT I’M WORRIED I WON’T. :|

2. :) - smiling face. I dunno. Just, just.. even if I’m worried, I feel happy because I’m living a happy life! Satisfied with my family and friends, and walang love na gumugulo sa isip. Normal lang :)

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

2010-08-30T03:34:00.001-07:00

1. Has good fashion taste.

2. Good in academics.

3. Religious (Christian-Catholic) :))